Sunday, May 27, 2012 03:13
It's all nothing without hope. Hope is knowing you will be there everyday.
So I guess this will be the last post of the month and I'm not gonna update till common test's over. Just guess how much I hate studying now. If ct isn't approaching any sooner or if bf hadn't asked me to study, I wouldn't have started studying. HATE HATE HATE STUDYING.
School has started for like 6 weeks. Like do you know how quickly time flies?! It's been 6 weeks. I need the term break really soon. What I actually need most is a short getaway but I guess I can only have one during the long vacation. That sucks cus I need a break from everything. I'm so tired. So, so tired.
Ever since school started, my life basically just revolves around school and boyfriend. Tell me what else? But I don't care for anything else because I'm contented. Times spent with you is great enough, always will be. Never been so madly in love before, HAHA. But yknow what, I'm gonna bottle up as much unhappiness as I can, not gonna say anything out because people will tend to take advantage of my weakness.
LALALA BF FINALLY CALLED. BYE AND GOODNIGHT, MISS ME TILL THE NEXT UPDATE, X
Thursday, May 17, 2012 00:24
Back to blogger! Second post for this month. I don't think I'll be updating frequently because I'm really very lazy to!
If you're following me on twitter/instagram, I guess those pictures aren't new to you.
So how's life? I must say school's been very tiring.
Okay enough of school. It'll not only bore the hell out of you but me as well.
Over the years things changed so much. People changed, things changed, everything just changed like that without us noticing sometimes.
I've been seeing familiar faces, be it people who used to be a big part of my life, good friends, friends, acquaintances, or people whom we don't talk to each other anymore. And it makes me think so much about the past. I can't deny how fun the past is. It's good to reminisce sometimes, but hey we're still gonna get back to reality, time's not gonna rewind.
Well I guess this is life? Life's strange isn't it? It's like, strangers>friends>good friends> then back to strangers? Saddest thing is, people who were once so significant to you and played a major part in your life, they can just walk past you and pretend they didn't see you. HOW SAD, RIGHT.
Ha, I'm not referring to anyone, or maybe yessss. Too many to mention. I can't deny I behave this way too, for I don't know whatever the reason is.
People who were once so important to me, we used to joke around, talk about anything and everything, do all sorts of stupid and crazy things together. Yes it's the past. What goes on, goes on. What doesn't, doesn't. People change, everyone. Memories don't, they stay within us for as long as we can remember. We can't rewind the time, we can't go back to the past, we can't capture those moments anymore. So what if you get to see em now? Nothing much in common anymore, no much topics in common, we can't talk, the conversation can't stay alive for long.
All we can do is to be glad that we had such a wonderful past, because we can't have that exact same wonderful moments forever and always.
Our life can always be wonderful, it's our choice.
I know I love my life now. It's enough, I'm contented.
I'll update again some time. Miss me till then, xo
Tuesday, May 8, 2012 01:42
No hesitations, no contemplation, no regrets.
Back to blogging after months, LIKE FINALLY. Finally took out some time to give a short post.
The two months vacation was mad fun. I mean really fun, with awesome people who spent the entire vacation to me! I want to upload some pictures to this blog but I have hundreds of them which is gonna take up such a long time. Hahah nevermind anyway facebook has it!
Ever since school started after the vacation I had lost all my motivation to study. How quickly time flies, it's the 4th week of school already and I don't know what the hell have I been learning in school. GAHHHHHH STUDIES ARE SUCH A BORE. Holidays come to me soon!
Currently facetiming with my dearest girl. Missing her so much. Still 3 more weeks she'll be staying in Auckland. Miss all the Malaysia trips we've had..
What's on mind is all about fun and not studies anymore. Someone motivate me please.
Okay enough of that.
Anyway...
So many things happened recently. Too much that I can't put them all into words right in this post.
Can't wait for weekend to arrive!
I'll update as soon as I can, as long as I'm not lazy!
Sunday, January 15, 2012 17:01
Because I chose to believe in hope, I see a change now.
Guess what?! Another week of school down! Last week was so SSSSSLLLLOOOOWWWWW, I don't know why! But I know this week's gonna be many times slower.
Going to school this week would be such a dread cus of so many things in school that I'm so not anticipating for.
Like, the IJ challenge on thursday. Gahhh it's gonna take up the whole damn morning and afternoon!! I'm starting to feel the stress now. I'm afraid I wouldn't help much. I'm afraid I would fail to contribute as much as everyone else in the group does.
Honestly speaking here, I do feel a lil stress working with this (new?) group. I don't know why. I mean my group members are really nice and funny people. We joke around in class every IJ lesson and they never fail to make me laugh. As why do I feel stress when working in that group, I really have no idea why too.
Next up on Friday would be the written exam for that module I hate and suck at THE MOST.
Gosh I'm really so unprepared for this! Haven't gotten over the fact that I got a D for the last test(not really counted as ct) even though I kinda expected that results cus I know very well how much I suck at computer related programs.
I still don't feel the urgency of the upcoming exams that are approaching because of the fact that common test and the two weeks break just ended really not long ago! Tell me who's so hyped up and yes, all prepared for studies and revision for the exam? Maybe there is, some crazy people. But as for me, I'm totally unprepared for any exams that's gonna contribute a lot to the overall!
I was quite satisfied with my common test result, haha. We had 3 written papers and yes I got two As, and one A+. And yes in other words, all papers above 80%. Quite a satisfaction. It's just a ct anyway. It doesn't determine how well I would fare for the entire module at the end of the semester right.. Not the end, still have to work hard.
Okay just realised I've been crapping too much about school. Boring right? So next up would be pictures of what I've been up to for this past a week! They are pictures found in my instagram. Just randomly picked a few to upload. :) ^^
Self built sticks bridge, a school exercise in class. HAHA.
Don't understand but we built this to test the strength of the bridge. Most fun lesson ever.
Ermmm, trying to be cute or what I don't know. HAHA, I don't know why did I upload this but recently I'm just so into this!! HEAVENNN.
Went on a shopping trip to Bugis with Minyi on wed!
Steamboat at Huisi's place with some others yesterday!
Steamboat in room by the window? First time.
Okay thats all for my short post I think. I'll update again next week or when I'm free!
May this week be a super quick one.
:) x
Sunday, January 8, 2012 08:27
First week of school down. It was pretty much a quick one last week.
So basically, erm.... School is... just sucks. Nothing to say about school. SCHOOL JUST SUCKS K.
Can't wait for the next vacation to arrive. I'm starting to forget about the bkk trip that I'm planning cus I don't wish to get "bombed" by some sucky people. Not fun. Sucks.
Okay so last week I went on a shopping trip with mom and sis.
We had this Crystal Jade la mian xiao long bao for late lunch.
K I must say that was my first time I tried xiao long bao. Funny or what.
Their food wasn't that bad! It was quite a disappointed shopping trip cus I didn't manage to buy many things! But I was happy with the times spent with mom!
Ok this is just a short post. I'll try to update like once a week, and maybe I'll just summarize my thoughts and feelings for that week in the post.
Miss me till then! Xo
Monday, January 2, 2012 02:48
HAPPY NEW YEAR BABIESSSSSS!
Okay I'm a lil late for this post but anyway this post was meant to be yesterday's.
Yesterday I actually slept till late noon. I woke up and the thought of the plans not properly planned yet came into my head. Then I had a feeling that our plan's not going to go well. I immediately texted Barbara(which we've agreed to spend this new year countdown at Marina), and I got her reply like what time to meet, no place stated, just things weren't planned properly.
After that I called her and asked about the plan.
Guess what? She then told me that the plan for the night is to go to a club(we've agreed earlier on, no clubs) with her friends.
Of course I got a lil mad after that, and so I reminded her about our plan.
Like what the fuck? You told me this so last minute, how was I supposed to make any plans for myself after that?
Silly me, do you think she cares anyway? She even said this to me, "Their plan sounds fun, why not?" Okay fine, then I let her go ahead. I told her I'm not going with her.
C'mon, you think I wanna spend my countdown in a club? No way. What I wanted was to see fireworks. I got really darn fucking mad after hanging up her call.
I thought I was going to stay home for the countdown but ended up I went to Marina for fireworks with some awesome people.
Yeah, awesome people. Like Barbara? Nah.
I was fucking mad at her yesterday I swear. Yeah perhaps she's the wild type, loves to club so much. Okay fine, club for all you want.
So much shit she's given me.. Swearing upon this, I'm never gonna go to a club with her alone, I'm never going to agree to spend my festive seasons with her. A FUCKING TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME.
Okay I'm saying too much. Pix first.
I actually camwhored before going out. None of the pictures I took yesterday look nice(I mean me), serious. I just uploaded some anyway.
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Met up with Minyi, Shihui and their friends at cine while waiting for them to end work.
They ended work at like eleven plus and we rushed to Marina like mad people.
Luckily we made it before twelve! It was mad crowded but good thing is that we found a place where we could see the MBS building so clearly and yeah we supposed the fireworks could be seen clearly at that spot too!
JUST LOOK HOW NICE THE LIGHTS ARE!!!! AWESOME SHIT RIGHT!!!
THEN CAME THE FIREWORKS.
I tell you, yesterday's fireworks were amazingly awesome!!!! Even in the video that I took!!!! Really darn awesome!!! The best fireworks I've ever seen.
Yeah just in Singapore.. Cannot be compared to the one in London which thereafter I saw the video of it, and then made a conclusion that the fireworks in London is so many times awesome and beautiful than Singapore's.
Awesome people whom I spent my countdown with.
After the countdown, we walked all the way to Clarke Quay for supper.
I reached home like super early, when to me, the night was like still young. I reached home near 4, which is quite early to me probably because it was new year.
Then... I had nothing better to do and I started to camwhore. Still, the pictures don't look any better than before! Weird me yesterday can't take really nice pictures that I like.
I tried the double eyelid sticker on one eye because before that my eyes actually looked weird. With the tape, it doesn't look that good but it was better!
OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR PICTURES.
Really don't like the camera I'm currently using. I want a new one soon....... >;
Thinking of that yesterday, I was really so mad at her.
To think that I'm always the one being nice. Yeah so much for being nice right? This is what I got in return. Fuck her man.
She calls herself my friend? Maybe. Yeah a friend who only knows how to think for herself. I had enough of all these shit from her. I don't want to pick up any quarrels. I'll just rant here instead.. I have ranted enough on twitter. Just rant and I won't be that mad anymore.
I hope one day she realises all these and learn how to treat others better. Yeah I mean seriously. Not that I only know how to say her but not myself. I do reflect on myself and the way I treat others sometimes. She should, too.
Alright enough of rantings.
School's starting soon. Like, tomorrow?! And I'm always sleeping at this abnormal hour.
I don't feel like going to school on Tuesday. I think I'll be able to get back my Math paper on that day. But I really don't feel like taking back because I knew how well or bad I would fare for the paper. Usually I would get a lil excited and looking forward to getting my papers back, but not this time.
I'll consider to go to school on Wednesday instead.
And another thing, I'm going to remove all inactive links. And I think after removing it, my links will be like so pathetic, with only so few there.
Actually I don't feel like linking anymore but I'll just do it anyway cus some people did link me.
On the last note, I hope Minyi would cheer up and be happy! I'm always here no matter what! <3
My midnight hunger has come. Time for supper, goodnight people! <3 x
Okay I'm a lil late for this post but anyway this post was meant to be yesterday's.
Yesterday I actually slept till late noon. I woke up and the thought of the plans not properly planned yet came into my head. Then I had a feeling that our plan's not going to go well. I immediately texted Barbara(which we've agreed to spend this new year countdown at Marina), and I got her reply like what time to meet, no place stated, just things weren't planned properly.
After that I called her and asked about the plan.
Guess what? She then told me that the plan for the night is to go to a club(we've agreed earlier on, no clubs) with her friends.
Of course I got a lil mad after that, and so I reminded her about our plan.
Like what the fuck? You told me this so last minute, how was I supposed to make any plans for myself after that?
Silly me, do you think she cares anyway? She even said this to me, "Their plan sounds fun, why not?" Okay fine, then I let her go ahead. I told her I'm not going with her.
C'mon, you think I wanna spend my countdown in a club? No way. What I wanted was to see fireworks. I got really darn fucking mad after hanging up her call.
I thought I was going to stay home for the countdown but ended up I went to Marina for fireworks with some awesome people.
Yeah, awesome people. Like Barbara? Nah.
I was fucking mad at her yesterday I swear. Yeah perhaps she's the wild type, loves to club so much. Okay fine, club for all you want.
So much shit she's given me.. Swearing upon this, I'm never gonna go to a club with her alone, I'm never going to agree to spend my festive seasons with her. A FUCKING TOTAL WASTE OF MY TIME.
Okay I'm saying too much. Pix first.
I actually camwhored before going out. None of the pictures I took yesterday look nice(I mean me), serious. I just uploaded some anyway.
Met up with Minyi, Shihui and their friends at cine while waiting for them to end work.
They ended work at like eleven plus and we rushed to Marina like mad people.
Luckily we made it before twelve! It was mad crowded but good thing is that we found a place where we could see the MBS building so clearly and yeah we supposed the fireworks could be seen clearly at that spot too!
JUST LOOK HOW NICE THE LIGHTS ARE!!!! AWESOME SHIT RIGHT!!!
THEN CAME THE FIREWORKS.
I tell you, yesterday's fireworks were amazingly awesome!!!! Even in the video that I took!!!! Really darn awesome!!! The best fireworks I've ever seen.
Yeah just in Singapore.. Cannot be compared to the one in London which thereafter I saw the video of it, and then made a conclusion that the fireworks in London is so many times awesome and beautiful than Singapore's.
Awesome people whom I spent my countdown with.
After the countdown, we walked all the way to Clarke Quay for supper.
I reached home like super early, when to me, the night was like still young. I reached home near 4, which is quite early to me probably because it was new year.
Then... I had nothing better to do and I started to camwhore. Still, the pictures don't look any better than before! Weird me yesterday can't take really nice pictures that I like.
I tried the double eyelid sticker on one eye because before that my eyes actually looked weird. With the tape, it doesn't look that good but it was better!
OKAY THAT'S ALL FOR PICTURES.
Really don't like the camera I'm currently using. I want a new one soon....... >;
Thinking of that yesterday, I was really so mad at her.
To think that I'm always the one being nice. Yeah so much for being nice right? This is what I got in return. Fuck her man.
She calls herself my friend? Maybe. Yeah a friend who only knows how to think for herself. I had enough of all these shit from her. I don't want to pick up any quarrels. I'll just rant here instead.. I have ranted enough on twitter. Just rant and I won't be that mad anymore.
I hope one day she realises all these and learn how to treat others better. Yeah I mean seriously. Not that I only know how to say her but not myself. I do reflect on myself and the way I treat others sometimes. She should, too.
Alright enough of rantings.
School's starting soon. Like, tomorrow?! And I'm always sleeping at this abnormal hour.
I don't feel like going to school on Tuesday. I think I'll be able to get back my Math paper on that day. But I really don't feel like taking back because I knew how well or bad I would fare for the paper. Usually I would get a lil excited and looking forward to getting my papers back, but not this time.
I'll consider to go to school on Wednesday instead.
And another thing, I'm going to remove all inactive links. And I think after removing it, my links will be like so pathetic, with only so few there.
Actually I don't feel like linking anymore but I'll just do it anyway cus some people did link me.
On the last note, I hope Minyi would cheer up and be happy! I'm always here no matter what! <3
My midnight hunger has come. Time for supper, goodnight people! <3 x
Saturday, December 31, 2011 06:02
HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE DARLINGSSSSS!
Okay just a short update here. It's really late now and I have to get to sleep right after this post! It's freaking 6am. I can't believe that too as something kept me occupied for the past few hours. Yeah it's hours. HAHA.
Okay so..
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2011! (I sound excited but I'm actually not)
What are all of your plans tonight?! Where to countdown at?!
I may be going for countdown at Marina area(not sure about the specific place), and I hope I won't be going home right after the countdown! I wanna just party till the sun comes out! Nah jk. At least I hope we will be going for drinking or something after the countdown? OH NO CLUBBING PLEASE. I don't want to spend my New year in a club! That's nonsense to me! HAHA.
Can't believe countdown is just tonight and the plans are not properly planned! Gotta get everything planned and ready once I'm awake from my sleep later! Which I think it will be like 10-12 hours later. Gosh that's really late and horrible!
My dark eye circles are getting darker and my complexion is getting worse due to all these late night sleeps I'm having during holidays. Actually it makes no difference during school period because I sleep this late during school periods too.
Okay right now I need my beauty sleep! All of ya have a great countdown and New year ahead ok!
On a side note, I'm quite happy these few days.
Things are getting a lil better.
Hope things are good for everyone as well!!!
I'll update soon!! X
Okay just a short update here. It's really late now and I have to get to sleep right after this post! It's freaking 6am. I can't believe that too as something kept me occupied for the past few hours. Yeah it's hours. HAHA.
Okay so..
IT'S THE LAST DAY OF 2011! (I sound excited but I'm actually not)
What are all of your plans tonight?! Where to countdown at?!
I may be going for countdown at Marina area(not sure about the specific place), and I hope I won't be going home right after the countdown! I wanna just party till the sun comes out! Nah jk. At least I hope we will be going for drinking or something after the countdown? OH NO CLUBBING PLEASE. I don't want to spend my New year in a club! That's nonsense to me! HAHA.
Can't believe countdown is just tonight and the plans are not properly planned! Gotta get everything planned and ready once I'm awake from my sleep later! Which I think it will be like 10-12 hours later. Gosh that's really late and horrible!
My dark eye circles are getting darker and my complexion is getting worse due to all these late night sleeps I'm having during holidays. Actually it makes no difference during school period because I sleep this late during school periods too.
Okay right now I need my beauty sleep! All of ya have a great countdown and New year ahead ok!
On a side note, I'm quite happy these few days.
Things are getting a lil better.
Hope things are good for everyone as well!!!
I'll update soon!! X
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